So I finally after a long break went back to the gym! I had to force myself to do it. I dont know why its so hard to go but it is! 30 mins on the treadmill and 30 mins on the bike. And I feel good! I also have those before pics I was mentioning.
I was a freshman in highschool in this pic
my engagement photo in 2003
First year in Pullman 2005
2 kids and a lot of weight later!
No I'm not pregnant! I just look it! This is what happens when you have kids and don't take care of your body! I use to be so skinny. I wish I had paid attention to my body more and realized what was going on. Instead I went on through life thinking I can eat anything, I never gain weight. Boy is that so not right now! So while it's extremely hard for me, I must press on and lose this weight. I need to be a good example for my kids and I need to be able to be there for my kids in any way I can! I'm still struggling with food. But was able to make a smoothie that I really enjoyed today! Here's to one day at a time!!
For me, "before" pictures are both depressing and inspiring. Here's to keeping the inspiration and forgetting the depression. Lol! Keep it up, MB. Stay determined and don't beat yourself up when you slip. Just keep plodding along. You'll make it.
ReplyDeleteyes they are depressing and inspiring! I hate looking back at those pics because it reminds me that if I had listened to my mother then, I wouldn't be struggling so much now! Live and learn right? Now on to a better future and teaching my children to eat right!
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